It's been a while since I've posted last. I guess I went through what's equivalent to a woman going through prenatal depression. Just like a woman that felt that she's unable to bear the weight of caring for an entirely dependent and helpless life, let alone carry on with her daily tasks, I too have had my moments. I couldn't imagine life without hoping on a plane spontaneously flying off to some far off destination only to change my return flight date because I just didn't feel like coming back that day. Are those days over with? Let's just say yes; for now! Who knows what God has in store for us. My fiancee is due in May. I already know I won't be going anywhere internationally in 2012. But, regardless, I can't wait to meet the future frequent flyer! He's (or she) going to get an early start! I just calculated, if he started as soon as she's (or he) born, all he (or she) has to do is average 29, 411.77 miles per year until she (or he) reaches my current age to make permanent gold with AA. Make this a good day!